Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Always By Your Side


My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
My demons and my angels reappear
Leavin' only traces of the man you thought I'd be
Too afraid to hear the words I always feared
Leavin' you with only questions all these years

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side

Sunday, June 21, 2009

给爸爸


那年3月28日,我觉得你接受了一项很吃亏的任务
这项任务 24/7 随时standby 没有年假 没有bonus 最重要的是 没有工资
我也无视法律的程序 劳工法令的条款
在没有给你签下offer letter 的情况下
硬硬要你接下这个工作 - 我的父亲

小时候我总觉得你是一个很厉害的人
你总会读很多我不懂的生字
你知道所有数学题的答案
你知道戏里头的鬼是假的
你甚至知道那个看起来很好人的圣诞老人是人扮的
最重要的是 你养活了一只经常生病的病猫(本人)

后来长大了
我慢慢的发觉你也并不是那么得厉害
曾经有一段日子 我会因为家里的欠缺而把责任推在你的身上
却没有一丝的体谅
渐渐地 你老了
是的 你累了
没想到你休息的那天 竟然是你咽下最后一口气的时候

而我
却不曾让你知道
不曾亲口告诉你
爸 我爱你

虽然你离开了
但很多时候 我都感觉到你的存在

二姐的婚宴 you were there
我在台上表演 you were there
you were there我的毕业典礼
我上班的第一天 you were there
you were there 那次很重要的 presentation
我和妈到上海 you were there
you were there 妹上大学的那天

还有 you will be there
每年的团圆饭

我不晓得我是否让你感到骄傲
但我会因为是你的儿子 而感到自豪

爸, 父亲节快乐。

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Fit In VS Stands Out


Why keep pushing yourself to fit in, if you are born to stand out?

[Robin Sharma]

Thursday, May 14, 2009

我的 Office 里有很多东西吃


是的,the above title refers. 我的办公室里有很多东西吃,比方说,死猫s。

总是觉得我部门的管理层很体恤我们一班exec,知道我们常常要劳碌奔波,怕我们会体力不支所以常常把很多的死猫s 送给我们吃。 我们一众exec 都把死猫s 吃得津津有味。

就好比我,这几天就吃了不少死猫s。

死猫吃多了,把肚子撑得胀胀的,影响了呼吸系统,变成了一种疾病,临床医学称作“堵烂肾上腺素上涨发懒渣虚火上升顶住条气综合征”。此症无药可救,但通常在一/两 天 MC 或 Annual Leave 后自行痊愈。

除了死猫,我的部门也有很多‘大闸蟹’任君享用。大老板常常一句 “I Don't Care. You die die also have to do it for me。”大意是,“我不管,你死都要做给我。”君不知有多少exec 就被压死在此‘大闸蟹’低下。

下次想要吃免费餐?Just let me know ya. :-)

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

颓废的乐观主义者


今天,我是一个89.7% 颓废的乐观主义者。
。。。还是‘出走后遗症’。。。

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

关于这一次的出走


是的,5天的出走,使我变成了一个不折不扣地反对企业资本主义者。我狭义的认为,资本企业个削夺了个人生活的策划和主控权; 资本主义更让现代人坠落在无止境的消费漩涡里,企图通过消费来达到自我成就感及自我肯定;现代人更忘了如何经营自己的生活,永远活着偿还银行债务的日子。

E 也有着相同的看法。 不同的是,他选择了较奢侈的方法- 不断地通过旅游来麻醉自己,他说的。

写着这个post 的当儿,我正在经历着所谓的‘出走后遗症’。

Ladies and gentlemen,we had just landed successfully on LCCT, Kuala Lumpur. The local time is 6.12pm and the temperature is 34'C...

Welcome back to the reality.

飞机降落的时候,我的心还留在这个岛屿。或许我应该说,我根本就没有想过要把我的心带回来马来西亚。

朋友说,让这次的旅程留下少少的遗憾,那么我们就有理由再次旧地重游。可是,对我而言,没有一趟旅程是完美无缺的。也就是因为它的不完美,才让每一趟旅程都那么的独一无二,那么的令人回味。

所以,我会尽可能的记住旅途上的点点滴滴,特别是每一次吃吃的笑声。

一个伟大爪哇祭司被迫将自己放荡的儿子驱逐到爪哇岛的东端,接着,用手仗在沙地上画出了相隔的水路。多年以后5月的第一天,一行人来到了这个岛屿,留下了甜美的回忆,还有,很多很多的笑声。

Monday, April 20, 2009

幸福缺席的地方



有什么地方是佛菩萨到不了的吗?
有什么地方是被上帝遗忘的吗?

看完了这个短片,答案是,“有的。”

那是一个幸福缺席的地方。

Chicken a la Carte : Director: Ferdinand Dimadura | Genre: Drama | Produced In: 2005

Synopsis: This film is about the hunger and poverty brought about by Globalization. There are 10,000 people dying everyday due to hunger and malnutrition. This short film shows a forgotten portion of the society. The people who live on the refuse of men to survive. What is inspiring is the hope and spirituality that never left this people.